For a long time, i’d lay in silence, staring into the dark waiting for – something. I’d wonder, would my life always be like this? Would my thoughts be clouded with, “what if”s? and “what will happen next”?
There are days where my hands become incapable of working, where i don’t want to move, where i want the world to cave in under me and swallow me whole, where my body feels as cold as ice and my blood feels like poison. I used to feel like a new person every year, but now, i get that feeling every night.
If anyone were to take the time to analyze my daily outfits, they’d know that black is my fav. honestly guys, it’s just so versatile. But what recently has been getting me, is uniqueness, originality, and uncommon details.
Most times, it seems as if our happiness depends on the people in our lives. We become so reliant on other people that we forget how to find happiness through ourselves. Stop seeking other peoples attention and approval and start focusing on what you can do to find your own self-worth and truly love yourself.